mann.

I decided i don't want to ruin my happy thanksgiving page on tumblr. Therefore, i'ma put all my complains in this post.

I think I'm becoming a major hater ever. I don't even know why. Maybe school makes everyone mad and moody. I don't like how younger siblings always try to follow their brothers/sisters footsteps. It seems really pathetic. Why do you have to follow them? Why can't you be you? My cousin tried to follow my brother and I. I understand that we are the models but he is not little anymore. We don't like it when he always copies whatever we do. I think i'ma stop copying off my brother(i don't know what i have copied from him yet, but ill make sure to stop).

Anyways, today, I was supposed to study but i ended up watching parent trap. It is my favorite movie. Also, i watched the froster parents show on MTV.

Hmm, uncles and aunts are coming ova soon. So laterr!

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

I really like this clip.

Depression.

I think I'm going crazy. I've been staring at my grades for more than an hour. I feel like quitting!!! Sighh. Life is so hard, and I don't even know why I'm trying so hard. Sometimes I feel like 24 hours aren't enough. I wish it's like 30 hours, then i will be able to finish things.
I think I need something to cheer me up. Life without facebook is sad. I don't even know what to do now.
I'm looking forward on Wednesday. Finally I can have a day to relax and hang out with people.

This week.

I have been falling asleep in almost every class. This is why i dont like to wake up at 5 A.M. and study.
I feel so unprepared for SAT. I should spend more time on it.

hiya.

!7 again.

Hmm, i actually have a lot to say today. Finally post something after ages. Today, went by really nice. Thank you guys for being so nice to me today, and i would like you guys to keep it everyday not just my birthday jk! Second period was most memoriable to me. That cake, tons of memories. I'm not emotional but i almost broke down.[jane: you're dumb lin] LOL. btw, it's the moistest cake you'll ever tasted. That's what it said. I got a C on my STATS test, and it makes me mad when people said they got bad grades = B. But i guess today, i was in a good mood (:

Today, i found out someone is gonna join golf team. I would like to say that she got inspired by me. JK. hehe. She said she saw me on the yearbook last year, i know i'm famous for that HUGE picture.

My mom bought an ice cream cake from Baskin Robbins. It's hecka good, and we took pictures. It felt awkward though. My parents and my brother wrote me a card and they hided it. I have to admit that they were pretty cute, because they didn't know i saw it already. hehehe.

Yesterday was almost the best early birthday hang out day ever. It was really nice and Santana Row looked so foreign at night. I like it. Thanks Jane, and Karney for treating me a nice dinner. It was unforgettable.

I'm not gonna lie that this is a very boring post

I　decided to delete all the old posts and start some new stuff.

Anywayz,
Today was my greatest depression.
It was loaded with many different kinds of struggle.
I have so much in my mind but so little to say.
There are just times that i don't get myself and there are times that i lost faith in myself too.

Memories are hard to erase. They always remind me about the good times and the regrets. I feel bitter both inside and outside.




See, told you this is a boring post.